NO KIDS ALLOWED!!!! Seriously! Leave this page immediately if you are under 18!!!!
As I haven't yet uploaded many pictures of myself (who isn't relieved?!), the entries here will for now primarily be links to other sites where people put up photos of me for one perverse reason or another. We won't go into the details.
Though eventually there should be more photo variety here... (And now there is, slightly, because I finally decided to do something about the fact that people keep telling me they only know what my back looks like when they meet me. There's my complete homely self to the right.)
If the background photo on this page (taken at Death Equinox '98, after my torture reading -- the numerous little marks are burns from hot needles, the longer and bloodier marks are cuts from razor blades) didn't scare you off, be forewarned that most of the following links will take you to pictures on the gorier sides of life. If you are phobic of blood or needles or assorted other devices, you shouldn't go peek (look for the links that specify a lack of blood and perverseness!). If you peek anyway and feel compelled to let me know how completely fucking insane I am, kindly pick something to inform me of that I don't already know.
As for explanations: if you can't understand why I would do these things, try reading some of
my writing. Revealing selections might include
Without Pain, Without Death
(fiction) and
Self-Mutilation: Destructive or Therapeutic?
(article).
(Absolute Terror Field...)
And now for some links:
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